Plague and Preserve.

Moving to Bayview for a few months. Sleeping on the floor in a warehouse while I make my next book. I will know rest when I’m finished. Plague and Preserve.

Moving to Bayview for a few months. Sleeping on the floor in a warehouse while I make my next book. I will know rest when I’m finished.

Plague and Preserve.

Moving to Bayview for a few months. Sleeping on the floor in a warehouse while I make my next book. I will know rest when I’m finished.

…. ….
San Jose, CA.  San Jose, CA. 
Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened.  Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 
This city is slowly killing me. 
I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened. 

Plague and Preserve. 

Being sober and feeling things I used to drown is something i’m not used to. I miss my life before I turned into an uncontrollable mess. I miss my partner, I miss my cat. I miss the comfort of knowing no matter what the day threw at me I would be able to walk into a home and feel safe. 

This city is slowly killing me. 

I feel like i’m sleep walking through most of this, trying to keep from going into the red. Knowing that my road is leading to a different home now is scary. I don’t understand why a person needs to lose it all before they turn around….but that happened. 

Plague and Preserve. 

Thats what it feels like to live here.

Finding notes on the way to work. Finding notes on the way to work.
I’m on the dark side of the road. I’m on the dark side of the road.